Get out of your head

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I wish I kept up with the Seasons of my adult life. How long they lasted....what were their names....what did I learn from them..... and maybe, just maybe I wouldn't feel like some seasons spin the block just to mess with my mental. (lol) I can't be the only one that feels that way. 

Life is...or has become..a rubix cube.  Just when I think I've mastered certain parts of it, I'm reminded that it's gonna take a few more moves and alot of patience to wrap it up.  No lie...it's a struggle.  If it's not the kids, it's the job, if it's not the job I'm sick, if I'm not sick, it's the kids and the job; a constant cluster of revolving issues with not much relief across the board. 

I often wonder what it would be like if all the areas of my life got along.  The kids did what they were supposed to, that my job wasn't so freaking toxic or that my allergies/sinuses behaved DESPITE the fact that I have this ONE dog that my person refuses to put outside (ok...I digress); like what if all of it- worked.  

Get out of your head Shun.  I have to remind myself more often than not to get out of my head. That life doesn't stop happening because I'm tired or not getting the answers I so desperately need.  As I was listening to PMJ (Pastor Mike Jr)  this morning I was reminded that sometimes when we feel that God isn't answering our prayers is because sometimes, the very thing we're praying for.....HE made it happen! So guess what? It wasn't ours to begin with anyway.  Wheww chile! Yall not ready for this testimony.  If only yall knew the half of what I've encountered the past few years.....I'm telling you....me being here and SANE has nothing to do with me but EVERYTHING to do with God.  He apparently is in the keeping business.  lol 

But in all seriousness.  Get out of your head.  Pray. Let it go and move forward. 

Until Next time....Remain,

Healthy; Humble. Hydrated.