The more I pour into this blog, the more I learn about myself. This blog forces me to hold myself accountable bc once it’s written, the world will know. I speak on the importance of self transparency and in these moments of blogging I find myself wanting to hold back…wanting to mask my dislike of my current self… and present a strong front. That isn’t transparency.
So here I am today. Blogging about my daily morning affirmation. It starts like this:
I acknowledge God in all my ways. I will seek Him first in all things. (I’ve become balanced in this. However, I sometimes veer away after getting an answer I didn’t want- I’m not there yet. But I will be)
I embrace the journey he has for me and all that it entails. (Whewwww….yep. This is the line. I struggle with some parts of the journey. I feel like some parts of this Season is ghetto lol Like how can I wholeheartedly embrace a journey that leaves me drained and questioning who I am?)
I have no idea what next steps are. I have no idea of what I should or shouldn’t be doing. All I can do in THIS moment… is continue to hold myself accountable… continue to pray for discernment….continue to allow myself to grow because the rest, is outta my control.
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