Happy (ness or less)

 

So listen....

Your happiness as well as your peace should ALWAYS be a priority. Therefore, there should never be a limit to how many times you restart. I mean....  If God can renew our mercies daily in an effort to give us a chance to get it right, why not make the attempt?  

You KNOW the areas you're struggling in. You ABSOLUTELY know.  And 9 times out of 10 you have the resources to fix it....but you're either procrastinating, scared, or don't feel like doing the work to fix it.  Well you know what.. stop complaining! Yall need to stop wasting your time putting Band-Aids on situations or changes knowing it needs more than a quick fix. It's me...I'm y'all. (raises hand) 

Chile....this is some real life "struggle bus" type things. BUT, I take FULL responsibility. Now...I can't and I won't speak on anyone else EXCEPT me. Even though it would be easy for me to point out someone else's flaws...I know I have too many of my own. That's ME being transparent.

Everyday I wake up, I realize more and more things I don't like about myself.  I don't know if it's my old age and realizing I have more years behind me than in front of me or the need to really have some sense of normalcy in my life. Either way, I wanna get back to happy. 

Just last week, in one of my morning messages, I talked about being comfortable with being uncomfortable.  That's absolutely a thing.  More people are in situationships, marriages, relationships uncomfortable AF but not willing to do what it takes to change it. So I have to ask....does being comfortable being uncomfortable equate to settling?

Ok....yeah...I get it...no one will ever be completely happy. We all have our flaws whether it's alone or as a couple. Like..even a happy medium is pushing it.  How do you find "your happy" in the midst of your transparent self? 

Happy(ness or less) to me still remains a mystery.....