"Everyday isn't a good day but you should make the best of everyday." Not entirely sure who came up with this quote but it's bullshit. There ARE days where no matter how much you try, you simply DON'T WANT to make the best of everyday. Sometimes life comes in and says in it's Kanye voice " I know you good and everything, but it's time I came in and f***ed everything up." Just like that and it ain't shit you can do about it! I haven't blogged in over a week. LIFE HAPPENED. I didn't feel like being positive OR negative.....in that moment... those moments....I just wanted to exist.
...and that's OKAY. You know why? Because despite the expectation of making the best of everyday, it's simply NOT realistic. Did I meditate and pray? Absolutely. Did I get up and go to work? Absolutely. NONE of that changed my disposition. I was dealing with stuff that "I" needed to deal with. I needed to work out things on my own in order to move forward. I didn't want anyone's opinion. I wanted to get in my OWN head and work things out. I've heard time and time again, sometimes life can be better if we get out of our heads. But if we're to be honest with ourselves....how is that true? It's in those moments of quiet when you sort through the mental clutter taking up space in your head. Now...I'm NOT saying ALL those moments are productive in extracting negativity. Real talk....I LOVE my therapist baby! She is the GOAT!
But what I AM saying stop hyping yourself because somebody told you that you were buzzkill for the day and everyday is a good day. IT'S NOT. Everyday is a DAY. Now how you want to tackle or not tackle your day, is YOUR OWN GROWN BUSINESS! And whoever has something to say, oh well. F**k dem people. This is your life to live. Live it.
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